Maybe giving up is the strongest thing you can do.
Because you've tried so hard. So many times. But you end up getting hurt every time. Losing faith over and again. Pain and tears are your constant company. You keep getting used and thrown away like some broken object only to be picked up back when it serves and you are what they want. Why not just give up on everything and everyone??
No ...
That's not you. That's not who you are. You've never been weak. Every tear drop, every hurt, every disappointment, every broken dream, they just make you stronger because even though you've been through so much you just keep picking yourself up and you try again because that's who you are. You always look for the good. And you've realized that no matter how long or how far something is lost it'll find its way back to you if you're meant to have it.
Maybe giving up is the strongest thing to do.
That doesn't have to mean you lose faith. It doesn't have to mean you lose yourself. What it can mean is that you just decided that it's time you let go. You stop trying to control how things happen and stop latching on to what wants to leave and you let them happen for themselves. Good or bad. Because what is for you will be yours.
Eventually, everything finds their way back home.