I want to tell you a strange story, about one dreamer boy who had every opportunity to achieve his marvellous dream and even those dreams which cannot be expressed aloud. He was quite good at estimating preliminary events and making predictions about possible dangers. From there he planned his own steps in his life, and consequently was quite successful at all stages. There was always hiding a relatively greater goal behind the small goals, he always achieved them and was moving to his own silent, but glorious dream. So his life was flowing peacefully and steadily until he met her, who made his thirst of life hundred times greater, made his life’s inflorescences more colorful, conquered every blow of his heart and settled in the stream of his thoughts. This event has transformed a far-sighted, cautious, careerist young man into a dreamer boy, whose heart is always in love and wishes to sink into the bliss of every second's sweetness, in order to spread these amazing seconds in infinity and become eternally blissful.
Do you know what a feeling, when you meet the one, who you want the most and nothing else at all? You simply speed along with the hitherto vital force of inertia and you cannot refuse the rest of the circumstances. But you have only wish, see her, talk to her and stay with her, no matter how well you know her. You saw her and she charmed you, it is happening by itself, and now, no one can change or restrain it. From the beginning, it penetrates into the had, reaches even to the soul's inaccessible corners and shines everything with warm, pleasant golden, scarlet and ruby-coloured lightings..
However, something happened, his chosen one went to the other way, and he lost something special, what made he so excited till now, woken up his soul and awakened his thirst of life. But now there is no longer exist liveliest, radiant eye, dreamer boy. This brightness and radiance into him firstly weakened and then finally vanished. Now he already considers himself one of the ordinary, useless creatures. Despite the tremendous potential and talent, which he owned, everything became vain. He was not trying to change anything. As if waiting for something unconsciously. He had changed a lot obviously. Only ghost was remained from that purposeful and far-sighted boy. Is it an injustice? I don't know exactly what does it mean, but it's obvious, we couldn't understand the laws of nature, that's why we created our justice and laws.
"If we release the problem from emotions, only the situation will remain", in which we just need to figure out and make the right decision. However, sometimes when we are crashing with an extremely painful problem such as our dreamer boy, it is very difficult to control yourself under conditions of extremely high emotional pressure. Supposedly, it's impossible preliminarily calculate this, though we should always keep in mind the time factor and always remember that in addition it also is a healer.
The main is, that time always uninterruptedly flows. Even our emaciated boy cannot be an exception. Of course, time could manage again to change that fully devastated boy, as once it changed dreamer boy. And now he doesn't regret not a single second, he has experienced the bliss from sweet nectar of love and is amazingly grateful for this life, despite of the incredible pain, which has almost crushed everything best into him. However, he still managed to clear up in the situation, resurrect from the ashes as the Phoenix, and perhaps the day will come, when he will find someone, with who will sense more powerful feelings, which will be bilateral and exactly that time our dreamer Phoenix spreads its wings for flying in the vault of the sky. Now his inner strength is doubled, and the ordinary daily challenges of the life are comically simple for him, as it is sometimes said: "What couldn't kill us, it strengthens us."
Each second, minute, and day is for changes, use each of them wisely. If something does not work, no matter, no one is perfect, you must always strive for perfection. "Think, analyze, adapt and overcome", prepare yourself properly and try again, until you reach the goal! Call your mind, gather courage and boldly take what belongs to you! Without doubt, we must appreciate what we have now and try to make the best changes, in order to get the best goodnesses. But we should always remember to live with dignity cause we would be able to meet the death with eyes full of pride. As we all know, "Every story has its end, but in life, every end is a new beginning". Knowing this gives me a hope and reaches the spark in the heart, that in spite of everything, tomorrow the sun will rise again and how i'll see its brightness depends on me.